papa ku bli kn kereta..

tdi..waktu ak santai2 kt dapur tgk mak ak gorengkn maruku, ntah cmne leh crite time ak kecik... waktu aku x smpai setahun, bapak ak bli kn kereta kecik..kaler merah lak tue! sebijik cm lgu kanak2... papa ku bli kereta.. kereta kecil warna merah..n lalalala.. *msti la ak x nyanyi smpai abes kn?*..n lgu nie jdi lgu fevret ak smpai ak masok tadika.. ak ingat lgi.. ak slaloo nyanyi lgu nie waktu ayah ak anta g tadika.. hehe.. chumel je waktu tue.. ak pon heran gak time tue, sbb pe dlm byk2 lgu ak ske lgu nie..rupe nyer bru taw.. ak de kenangan manis.. kn betul org ckp, kanak2 x tipu nyer.. kalo dier ske msti leh tgk kt muke ngan gaya dak tue.. cnth nyer ak time tue.. *skunk x la*...n ak ingat lgi time ak dpt no. 1 dlm xm, ak tengen sgt jam tgn... n then satu ari time ak br blk ngaji quran, ak nmpk ayah ak seberang sg...dier pggil ak n seluk poket suar dier... rupe nyer dier bli jam kt ak....mahl woo.. time tue 20 ringgit tue cm 50 60 ringgit la skunk nie... tp da rosak..*bkn slh ak,tue yg psti*...
biler ak dpt masok hostel, ayah ak extremely epi...n starting dri situ, hubungan kitorunk jdi renggang.. dri anak kesayangan ayah, ak jdi anak yg plg degil, keras kepala, selalu wat ayah ak sakit ati...kdg2 air mata dia menitik sbb pedih.. ak taw tue..tp ak wat2 x nmpk..sbb ak kn degil... ak rse puas sbb dpt sakit kn ati dier..sbb dier pkse ak masok hostel..jam yg dier bgi, ak da buang jauh2... mmg ak panas baran... sbb baran nie ak slaloo sakit kn ati org yg ak syg... n sbb ego, ak x pernah minta maaf... sumer sifat buruk adalah ak manusia yg khilaf... sbb pe ak kongsi kt sini?? sbb ak nak korunk jgn jdi cm ak.. jdi la anak yg baik...sblom terlmbt... n kalo nnti korunk de anak cm ak,jgn la pakse cm ayah ak..nnti dier berontak*biase r remaja*yg biler korunk sedar jer, dier da jauh dri korunk.. dan blk story sal ak n bapak ak,hubungan kitorunk x pulih smpai ari nie... ak ckp ngan dier seminggu skali pon jrg...time kt u dlu pon ak lgi selesa atuk ak yg amek dri ayah ak...
n sempena ari bapa nie... ak kongsi la... citer ak ngan kereta merah yg ayah ak bli...time ayah ak bli kn hadiah pertama dlm idop ak, time ayah ak masok kn ak ke asrama n mse skunk..yg mne sumer tue da jdi memories...
time mak ak criter sal bnde nie,sumer dose ak kt ayah ak cm flashback dlm otak ak..ak rse bersalah... ak taw dorunk terlampau syg kn ak.. walopon ak slaloo sakit kn ati dorunk..
kalo korunk nie anak yg mcm ak, luangkn lah mse tuk bapak korunk sementara dia masih ada.. nnti biler terlambat korunk akan menyesal..tp x gume dah.. ak?? ak naseb baik lgi ayah ak still idop...kalo da x de kn ssh ak nak mnta maaf... tp percaya atau x, kalo korunk wat dose cm mne byk pon, dier still maafkn... sbb korunk anak dier.. smpai biler2..dunia dan akhirat...
kepada sumer bapak2 kt malaysia n dunia..selamat ari bapa...

adik ak da..

nie la adik ak yg paling3 nakal skali dlm 3 org adik yg ak ade.. ske sgt manja2 ngan org.. ske wat2 chomel..ske kt pompuan yg cantik jer!!*nie yg plg bhye nie*...menunjuk minat pda brg2 berteknologi tinggi, dan ske sgt la jdi model gmbr...

aiyak.. kalo ak x blk sebulan lebih muler la dok soal sal ak kt mak ak..pastue sng lak masok benda2 negatif dri yg baik.. ajar yg baik lmbt nak masok otak..yg buruk x yah di ajar..

lol.. umo 3 tahun jek!! tgk katoon wonderpet.. versi inggeris,melayu sumer tgk.. *termasok la kakak2 dier skali*

eri yoshida

anyone have any idea who is YOSHIDA ERI?

i bet u won't.. except u r from japan or a fan of japan baseball league..actually it change my perspective of woman.. i do believe most woman can stand where the guy stand..can be what a man can be..and acheve whatever a guy can achieve.. but her(yoshida eri)makes me think once again and all i can say is, a girl can be whatever she want to be..n become whatever she wants to..even it again the tradition..she is the first girl ever to join a profesional baseball team in japan..n she join them at the age of 16... she's an amazing young girl... baseball is not a game play by girls.. they play softball ..even most softball players is a fan of baseball but to join a male group?? i don't think u can find another girl like her..

here a bit bout her..

Yoshida (吉田 えり ),Yoshida Eri, born January 17, 1992, in Kawasaki, Kanagawa, Japan is a high-school student at Kawasaki-kita Senior High School in Kawasaki, who at the age of 16 became the first female drafted by a Japanese professional baseball team, Kobe 9 Cruise of Kansai Independent Baseball League, to play alongside male teammates.
Yoshida is a sidearm knuckleball pitcher and stands 1.55 meters (5 ft 1 in) tall. Her pitches have been clocked at 101 kilometres per hour (63 mph),and knuckleball sits around 50 mph. She started throwing the knuckleball after seeing videos of American Major League Baseball knuckleballer Tim Wakefield.
Yoshida made her professional debut at the Osaka Dome in the opening game of the Kansai Independent Baseball League on March 26, 2009 in front of 11,592 fans. Yoshia faced two batters, walking the first and striking-out the second in a 5-0 win over the Osaka Gold Villicanes.he first and striking-out the second in a 5-0 win over the Osaka Gold Villicanes.

i think she's really something..n now, she's my wonder girl..>.<

to my mom

to my beloved mother, happy birthday.. ^^... sweet 36..mom u r getting old..please be more mature than me...lol..^^'..actually i'm not a very good daughter... always break her heart n make her cry at night.. but i do love her n that's for sure..mom, even i'm not always be right by your side shed all your tears..or when you down and i just watch from aside when you cry...it does make me sad n i felt guilty..i can't sleep thinking about your tears n your sad face..i'm sorry mom...i really sorry..when i yelled at you.. i felt like i wanna slap myself for being rude to you..when i see you work till late night, i felt like i wanna cry.. i turned around n shed my tears.. i never want you to see me cry.. i want you to see me as a strong girl.. your strong girl... that nothing could break her.. and when i see a smile on your tired face, i really felt guilty... cause i'm not a flying colour student.. and i'm being a burden for you.. i really want to become a better person... a daughter u'll be proud of.. a daughter that will stand up for her sisters n brother.. i'm almost being an adult now..*gosh..hardly believe i'm 20 this year!!* i want to be that person.. who will protect my family n take all the responsibility as the oldest daughter..that person that will bring joy n happiness to our family...n just remeber, no matter how far we apart in the future and who i'll become in the future i will always love you the most n cherishing u mom forever...hope i can give u a better live soon..a lot better than we had now..i promise u i am always ur daughter no matter who i am in the past n who i am in the future.. always now and forever.. kisses n hugs from your daughter.. hope u always be bless.. hope u always smile till the last day of your live... i just wish i could be a better daughter n myb nicer toward you..hehehehe

my practical...

mostly byk membe yg taw ak tolak true features kt usj tue..
myb x byk yg taw y.. huuu..sgt sedih.. tp ak percaye de hikmah la org tue x kasi.. but i still admit yg smpai ke saat nie ak still sgt2 terkilan x dpt wat practical kt sna... even i try to convince myself yg tue bkn rezki ak but deep down inside my heart still la terkilan ak tolak company yg sebaik tue..*bkn senang nak dpt company cmtue dgn pointer seciput nie!!!*...

then pd tanggal 13 januari 2009 ak start wat practical kt frutania industry... agak2 korg dpt teka x frutania nie??
frutania nie hak milik penuh saparu..*saparu bin wali ali*.. bos ak nie kire hebat gak leh ckp mandarin,kantonis.malay*of coz la* english n india...
company ak amek 5 trainee termasok ak.. 3 budak sijil dri kolej komuniti arau-kawalan kualiti makanan kalo x slh ak.. 1 trainee sijil dri ILP Kangar-dak automasi...n ak satu2 nyer dak diploma kt sini-student uniMap*bangge r tue!!*..amek metallurgical engineering...
bos ak adalah saparu la... then company manager,encik hasnee yahya..kerani-pak syeikh..supervisor ak-abg nazri, n pekerja-pak man, faizal,ngan pak azhar*br jer join*...
main operation kt sini kitorunk wat minuman teh dri misai kucing or saintific name, acanthanceae..then berkembang ke minuman lain dri buah mangga sala.. kn de kuar kt paper sal buah nie kn?? sebenar ny yg fama perlis bli tue anta ke frutania la...ak n sumer pekerja wat nie la pde ari sabtu n ahad lps time korunk bez2 jln2 cuti...huhuhu..mesin kt sini x la byk, tp yg ak pasti sumer nyer user frenly.. x susah nak guna n x ssh nak shutdown or whatever... yg plg canggih inkjet printer dier jenama hitachi coz touchscreen tue....
n then ak kagum sket kt periuk dier..y?? gne diesel dowh... ak ingat gne electric ghuper nyer diesel...
plg x thn time ak wat hot filling... air yg panas isi dlm botol..kalo botol ok no hal.. tp kalo x, air tue gerenti ak terpercik ke operator yg kawal mesin tue.. korunk byg la air yg panas terpercik.. ak kne, x terkire... begitu jugak trainee yg lain...

*sorry la.. ak mmg nak post pic kt sini..tp kt unimap nie under bluecoat lak..si** la... tp x pe... nnti sy akan upload gak!!!! x kire r..

*i'm still human!!*

this song have got something to do with me.. enjoy..*i'm not a fan of slow songs..but this some exception..i'm still human ok!!*

yes!! finally!!

pada tanggal 12 march 2009...supervisor ak yg baik hati..cik din n cik tamizi dah lawat ak.. ghehehe... ak antara org first dlm rangka lawatan lecturer ak slpas kairul usaidi yg wat practical kt marine perlis... x kisah la.. sbnr nyer ak takot yg teramat coz ak nyer practical nie x de la kne mengena ngan apa yg ak blaja kt unimap nie... tp watever la.. supervisor pon x bising... ghehehe... ok la tue..so ak pon tido lena mlm tue hinggakan terjaga pukul 7.15 pgi...*seb bek bgn gak, kalo x bangon2 trus cmne??*..n ak pon mulakan ari ak ngan penuh semangat.. n daya juang cause byk gila2 kna wat misai kucing...maka byk la kucing2 yg telah kehilangan misai di sekitar perlis nie... jgn la heran plak kalo terjumpa kucing2 tanpa misai...^^... oh.. esok nak stat wat cordial mangga... ooh.. sedap hingga menjilat jari tue.. tp habis la bju ak melekit-lekit esok.. nak kupas buah mempelam n mesin serta tapis jus mempelam sala tue..huhuhuhu.. nak tempah leh gak..tp hny wang tunai diterima..wang org mati ngan wang monopoli leh blah la.. weee..
salam frens..tue jerk dri ak..